click this for my friend please <3
on this day last year, I discovered 1d by accidentally clicking at this very video.
I fell in love with them the minute I saw them and after a year I still am
everyone assumes im always happy and bubbly and shit, but honestly, no one fucking understands the shit i go through at home everyday. i cry for hours not knowing what to do. contemplating suicide. i understand that there will be a better time, but are all these fucking obstacles worth it. my parents don’t understand how much i fucking love them and yet they treat me like shit. whenever i hear people talking about their moms in a positive way, i just stay silent, i love my mom, but she stopped giving a shit about me long ago. honestly who do i talk to about all this.i dont even know what im suppose to do anymore. suicide seems to harsh, but at the moment it seems like the best escape from all this fucking bullshit.
